Heart Bleeder

Sit Back Relax and Enjoy ^^

2011-07-01T12:47:00.001-07:00

Oh great, 26/7/2011 just went to Pulau Tenggul for vacation and it has been so long din't go vacation with my bro at pulau jor... We went there for 4days 3nights and Sunday early morning 4am start our journey, from puchong to karak (breakfast) then to Terengganu (Raja Wali port). Riding a super bumpy speed bot traveling 1hour to reach Pulau Tenggul and the hotel was not as good as I expected.

That's my bro, making race track for hermit crab.

Love the swing so much ~~ ^^

For the 2nd day evening about 4pm, we went out with the little captain for snorkeling. That guy showed us many things and I had touched the sea-cucumber and turtle.... ^^ Haha, that was my first time shaking hand with a turtle. Half way snorkeling, some fish just come and though my foot as food so they take a little bite =='' (Little scratch, no pain).

But for 3rd day, some interesting things happen, we went to the other side of the island for snorkeling and so lucky we found the turtle track on the beach. With the experience of the captain, we found the turtle eggs ~~ o^.^o We bring back to our hotel beach and find a safer place to bury.

Ready for snorkeling jor...

Found turtle eggs!!!

Like ping pong ball, round and small...

hehe ^_^

Safer place for them...

So many babies ^^ Total 75 eggs... O.O

Prepared to cover....

I'm gonna be papa adi in 2 months time, haha....

29/5/2011

2011-05-06T03:31:00.000-07:00

So long no write blog jor, almost 2 month adi... May be I always busy with assignment and tutorial things.

Now days, my college life has cheers all the way of my life, but this college group got abit sesat, good is we always do our tutorial and assignment together no matter QS or EE group but the bad thing is we almost have heavy supper for every night. Monday night McD, Tuesday night burger stall, Wednesday night McD again, Thursday night buger stall again, Friday lunch McD AGAIN!!!

T.T I'm getting fatter. Another thing is my whole gang is playing POKEMON, Gosh.... It sounds crazy and childish but its fun to play and discover pokemon with them. XD

When I having my Electrical class, the teacher named Miss Goh, really joke us all and she's a kind of sarcastic person. She even create an assignment question for us and she din't even know how to do it. ==! Sweat... Sometimes, she tell us some lame jokes and laugh by herself, LOL she SS...

4/1/2011 9:41pm

2011-04-01T06:41:00.000-07:00

噢，原来我已经那么久没有写Blog，或许是最近太忙了吧，发生的事情太多。。。首先，我解释一下MMU和INTI的分别。。。（Engineering only)

1）上课40%是马来人。

2）一班150~200个人。

3）朋友给我压力。

4）课室破破烂烂。

5）附近又没有什么饭店。

6）老师60%是烂的。

7）美女指数是5%。

1）上课85%是华人。

2）一斑5~25个人。

3）朋友都很容易相处。

4）课室全部都新新的。

5）华人饭店一大堆。

6）老师90%是很会教书的。

7）美女指数是20%。

说真的，来到Inti一个礼拜，我可是天天开心的嘞，比起MMU，当时那一年我可是天天忧愁，烦恼，寂寞，个个都来。。。

=）

7/3/2011 (7 30pm)

2011-03-07T03:13:00.000-08:00

新的Sem又开始了，还好是Short Sem，没有将辛苦，才两科罢了。可是，我成绩都还没出炉，担心担心。。。如果我又不过关的话，到时候我有排想了，继续还是。。。？？！！ Haiz。。。

昨天我、LK和Hao在IOI走走，帮我看衣服。。。进到每一间店都试了很多件衣服，真的对服务员有点不好意思。可是，想了想，有谁进了衣服店不试衣呢？哈哈。。。

刚才在打机场见到NS朋友，他是乒乓州队，没想到他丢球是如此的惊人，他竟然可以拿到553分叻。。。我最多只拿到509分罢了，所谓强中还有强中手，他就是我的目标了。。。我想在OldTown呆一阵子，上网玩玩，停车后是6点，还有30分钟才逃过黑白，不知要不要买车票。。。“you’ll live all your life playing it safe, you die a boring old man”，我冒了30分钟的险，会拿到3万吗？我真的很多事噢，自己拿来衰。。。

心痒痒。。。=.=!!!

4/3/2011 7pm

2011-03-04T02:29:00.000-08:00

Haha.... So long I dint on my blog adi, perhaps holiday makes me fly? Everyday hanging out with friends, play games, facebook, working and praying for my result XD.....

What had happen to me? Why am I so soft hearted? Am I gonna break my own promise? Haiz... Now still in a confusion @.@ March had arrive, I scare that i miss it but also scare I make the wrong decision.... How?

YN had gone back AUS..... Sad!

About working, my dad ask me to wash his car while he's going in the office do his paper work, I hate to wash his car because every time after I washed, my long pant sure get wet... But this time different, after I wash everything including using dry cloth to wipe the car. Then suddenly my dad came out (he done his paperwork), he took the pipe and start to splash on the car. I stunned at aside and was like "Oi, wth u doing".... Then he turn at me says:"Still dun wan start wash the car ah?", I:"Pa, I just dry it out!!!!"..... Geramnya >.<'''

20/2/2011 (11.30pm)

2011-02-20T11:04:00.000-08:00

昨天是考试的最后一天，考完了马上去“wet”了。。。晚上，陪他们打机，打到半夜3点。睡觉时，我想，我等着一觉终于都等到了 ^^. 今天，整家人都变成麻将kaki，baba和mami赢到不像样。。。下午，我把我宝贝的“肠胃”清得干干净净，只是还没帮宝贝冲凉。。。

14/2/2011 (12.10am)

2011-02-13T07:30:00.000-08:00

刚刚从Jack家吃完Steamboat，过后还跑去公园玩烟花。最后，我们为嘉雯提早庆祝生日，因为她在我们之中是最早老。。。对不起，用错词，是最早长大。。。以前的我希望快快长大，不被别人看小，相反的，现在希望这自己别那么快长大。Haiz。。。真悲！2字头啦。。。

情人节快乐，明天

我还得考试呢。。。不爽>.<

My Chinese new year food ^^

The Bleeder

2011-02-06T19:08:00.000-08:00

I'm a lousy speaker but a good listener.

6/2/2011 (7am)

2011-02-05T14:49:00.000-08:00

After chitchatting at Old Town and having fun at my house, all fell asleep like piggies... Dun know how to explain, so I let the pictures do the talking.

From Thursday(CNY) till today I had never read a single chapter for my exam, haha, perhaps having CNY mood? Exam is just 5 more days to go, so nervous and scare, I hope that i won't fail that subjects again and end my course asap.

Speaking of February, there's special day that I always hope for and not just celebrating alone. Ya, Valentine's day. For the past 19 years I had just passing this day lonely and I not hoping it to continue for the following years, so I looking onward for this March, hoping it says was correct.

~♥

1/2/2011 (9am)

2011-01-31T16:45:00.000-08:00

今天早上7点出门准备在AsiaCafe吃McD~~~♥，因为我是第一次早上去BandarSunway，没有想过会那么糟糕。从LDP去那里，没塞车，很好。飞下飞下突然要转弯时才发现路被改了，嗨，没办法只好往前开找个U Turn。哈哈，以为恶梦结束了，记住，好戏永远是在后头的。转了弯后，在INTI的圆路塞了四份之一条命。塞完了，从学校那里进去要转去INTI，忘了不能转左，又绕道进去。结果还是塞车，好了，剩下半条命。到了McD，连一个车位都没有啊！！！剩下四分之一条命罢了，算了，还是快点找个地方吃吧。飞着回去在圆路时，另一辆跑错路的车竟然Hond我，还骂我天。。。 T_T完了，没命了。天啊，为何不留我惨命？气到我整肚子气，吃早餐的心情都没完了，一个小时将就飞走了。突然我左手边发出光芒，看见我心动的招牌，大大的24McD。。。原来神派了天使来助我，还等？我一溜烟飞到它店面了，享受着热腾腾的咖啡。

恶梦结束，回到Taylor Lakeside 读书。虽然我不是那边的学生，但是我已经是超爱在那里读书，多么希望我是那里的学生。可惜那里很贵，而且又没有我的Major。。。说到读书，我还剩下10天就要考试了，还有3科没读啊！！！

刚过的拜六，我和YN一起去Sunway Pyramid 逛逛。回家途中被别人撞车，而且车上有3~4个印度人，又下着大雨，倒霉。好才我车车的屁股只凹一点点，车边裂一点点，可怜的宝贝。。。

"Mistake is not for us to hate and blame for, it's for us to learn from."

19/1/2011 (9:10am)

2011-01-18T17:03:00.000-08:00

Just now at mamak having breakfast, I had ruined another nice half boiled eggs (putting a bit too much soy source). Actually since the 1st time I had half boil eggs, I never really enjoy the best of it, because I always ruin them (either too much soy source or egg is raw). On the way coming to MMU, I heard 1FM morning kaki Jane de Jack until I had a great LOL on them...

When comes to my study, I found out that I can't study at home. Yesterday whole day no class so I staying home trying to study but end up can't even study for 1 chapter, sad T_T . Exam coming soon adi la... Who can slap me, let me wake up from a relaxing dream....

Speaking of yesterday, at night fb a girl ask me to help comfort her friend(A). And from her info, her friend was hurt by a guy that says A's breast is small to the whole school. If I was in that school, I really wan to give him 2 pain slaps.

1) He humiliate A to the whole school.

2) He was being ungentle-man to girls.

But now the problem is how to comfort that girl... I just giving an advise for her: Dun just sit there and cry for nothing, god won't help us till we help ourself and how u help urself? "Nothing is more important than self mind" said by Lance Armstrong, its not necessary for us to care about what other ppl think, but most important is what our mind think... Is it small breast humiliation? "If you have small breasts you can jump and run, enjoying physical freedom without having to worry." by Bridget Webber, "The world have 15% of woman getting breast cancer and u r the lucky 1 who had the chance to avoid this cancer, feel lucky for urself." by doctor. And I hope I had helped that girl or else that girl's heart will not be recover from that situation.

15/1/2011 (4:22am)

2011-01-14T12:14:00.000-08:00

Its 4am in the morning and I still cant sleep, my brain just can't stop thinking about exam for the following 3 weeks and now i can't even concentrate study even for 1 subject. I fear to face the failure like last semester but I remember YN told me that fear of fail is worst than fail by mistake. Although it was hard for me to digest this quote, still I'm in the progress of it.

When you had made fool of yourself,

he doesn't feel you had done a permanent job.

Instate, you had made fool of him,

you had just lost million years of his trust.

Think before you open your mouth,

Feel before you hurt anyone.

处女座

2010-11-16T10:27:00.000-08:00

我身为处女座，

感到很荣幸也同时感到讨厌。

为什么呢？

因为处女座，我想得很多。。。

因为处女座，我爱得很努力。。。

因为处女座，我付得很满意。。。

但，

因为处女座，我想得很累。。。

因为处女座，我爱得很辛苦。。。

因为处女座，我获得很失望。。。

精神分裂是来自处女座吗？？？

Cloth, extension wire and GREEN thing O.O!!!

2010-10-08T09:22:00.000-07:00

2 days before I working night at the Alamanda (Lanai), its kind of tiring of work and I had no mood to work properly. When I at the middle of doing the relays, suddenly someone shouted.

Charge man: Oi!! Oi!! Oi!!!!!!

Then I saw him pointing on the floor extension wire there (near my leg) and I dun know what he wanted to inform us, I though he telling me the extension wire switch dint off. When I see properly, I saw one green thing at the extension wire there. OMG, its a snake and it just 15cm from my leg!!!!(but it just a 30cm baby snake) My 1st reaction was like pop 2m away from it and stunned there.

Then my father and the charge man quickly took some sticks and threw it back to the bushes. Luckily that baby snake dint left 2 holes on my leg. TIRED!!!!!! T.T

守缘待份

2010-10-06T09:09:00.001-07:00

上上下下，跌跌撞撞，

到底何时才能稳行呢？

我找到了，

但是我小气的抛弃了。

我又找到了，

但是我的痴心吓走了。

我再次找到了，

但是条件过于低分了。

我又再次找到了，

但是我赛跑输给时间了。

我最后找到了，

但是也最后失望的停步了。

我以后找到了，

希望我能守到那么长久的缘，

希望我能待到那么辛苦的份，

牵着缘分一起白头谐老。

被逼当兵的战争(考试)

2010-09-27T23:46:00.000-07:00

今早我把大部分的formular都背得七七八八，瞒有信心可以考好这科。

一路上下起毛毛雨，感觉上是一种不详的预感。

之后还瞒顺利，我也像以前一样冷静开场，

6题中选4题，

看了第1题，还好会少许，

第2题，不会！不担心，还有4题可以选。

第3题和第4题也不会，

第5题，我看都不要看了。

第6题，会少少但没保握。(完了~完了~)

从以前到现在，我从来没有像今天如此恐慌，

怕得全身发抖，

冷汗直流不停，

记忆也差点空白。

我自己也不相信，

2个钟，我竟然只做了1/4的考题而已，

我也快要流泪了。

以前考SPM的我都没有怕到这种地步，

现在的脑只有2个字罢了(零分~零分~)！！！

人足不永留此地。。。走了！

2010-09-22T13:10:00.000-07:00

时间说快不快，说慢不慢，人就要走了。。。

人走了之后的她会是怎样的心情呢？

她是否还会像以前笑嘻嘻呢？

那她现在会想什么呢？

是否思念着某某？

也许她可能偷偷地哭泣呢？

也许我们什么都没发现？

我相信她心里流的泪是比她走的每一步更多，

我相信她出街时，都是强忍这的苦笑，

我相信她这么做，也是不让我们替她担心，

我也相信她这么做，是无法想象的痛苦。

或许以后她会克服困难，

变回开心，幸福的她。

我笑她人太疯癫，她人笑我看不穿。

我希望她人看了，不要跑来问我是谁，

觉得是谁，就是谁，自己知道就好。终！

你不知道的事 - 王力宏

2010-09-11T12:14:00.000-07:00

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸对不起我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

我飞行但你坠落之际你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
多的是你不知道的事

My Birthday ^^

2010-09-11T09:42:00.000-07:00

All this few years i was keep hiding and making myself busy when i saw the calendar:4/9/2010, but this year, its not everything as I thought. On the 00.00am of the 4/9 day, the 1st person that wishes me was unaspected (Ah Lu). Then the first gift that i received was morning when playing basket ball with Ah Wei. At night, I have dinner with my family and it was quite hard because my bro and my parent like got some misunderstood and not chatting with each other but still OK, the situation is not as cold as I aspect. Later on, they celebrate my birthday with me and chatting with my parent until 2am (my father trying to drunk me XD).

Few days later, YG tell me that he wanted to make BBQ party and I never thought all of them will give me such a surprise. Be4 the day of BBQ, me and YG go to the Equine Park Jusco shopping for BBQ food. We have alot of fun there although it's just a shopping and sorry for spending so much money, Thx for the ice cream again^^.

The next day, I straight kena 2 days of 20% delay working. Haiz.... The fire starting was quite a bumpy but me, ZJ and YG still manage to make it. When we finish starting fire, I saw the best moment of the BBQ: every1 gathering at the small fire and BBQ and chatting together, and i know thats the meaning of BBQ but that moment only last for 10min. When the girls going for K, me, YG and catcat(meow) chatting and eatting fanshu XD. We also got play the "golf charcoal" and it's so nice. Video is here (http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=424809837790) but it just the last 3 second. When we play the black jack, jie jie bully ZJ 99

and we all laugh non-stop like hell and I pity that ZJ also hehe.....

About 11pm, all the situation had change so I feel kind of weird.

1) Duephanie sudden call me enter and ask me sing K.

2) Half of them go into the kitchen and others keep asking me sing.

3) Both of the songs was I like to sing be4.

4) Got some1 scouting me at outside of kitchen and telling ppl in the kitchen about outside.

Out of all the analysis, I guess I know what are they going to do and so I cooperate with them. After 5 min, as I was aspect, the birthday cake had came out LOL. My wishes: Hope next time we always got gathering and every1 will always be happy. Please granted for me. When I was going to blow out the candle, ""POP"" another surprise came out, the naughty 1 had fly out the pillow and hit it on the cake. Haha.... The cake is quite nice and I wonder who choose that cake for me?? I still mis my "GoGo's kiss kiss" ^^

So I think thats all for my birthday event but now i still left few ppl's wishes to complete it and I'm gonna waiting for it ^^. Hope that ppl realize or else T.T

My BD cake....

My bro's gift...

JWei's gift....

LK's gift(Jay Chou's poster)....

Thx to all my friends who celebrated with me^^....

给女人的忠告

2010-08-15T12:27:00.000-07:00

女人月经来潮前会有头晕者，是癌症的前兆。
不论是小女孩还是大女人，都应该要注意，不要洗头就对了。男生收到也看一看，
跟你有关的女人都应该让他知道这个正确观念才是!大多数的乳癌及子宫癌患者，凡在月经来潮时，洗头发、提重东西、或产后不注意调养或吃冰冷食物，致子宫收缩不完全，而使体内贺尔蒙分泌不平衡，长久累积而致癌。现在这个疗法已在日本被广为宣传，每年有数万人因而得救，这个方法就是，在月经期不能洗头，她说古老的时侯，妇女们都知道月经期间不能洗头，将之传给她的女儿媳妇，但不知其原因，有许多现代人总以为科学发达，古老的说法无凭据，不信，结果竟得乳癌，庄博士说：以往子宫大量出血的妇女，在妇科未发达以前，她们都不愿找医师看病，而有一个自疗方法，即是将头发用水打湿，则子宫收缩，血立刻止掉。

因为这个原理，她发现，月经来潮时，不能洗发，不能吃冰冷食物，以免让排出的污血未排净，而残留在子宫之内，日积月累，贺尔蒙分泌失调，而有乳癌、子宫癌的发生，除了不洗发，不吃冰冷食物外，如月经来潮前会有头晕、胀奶、便泌者，这是癌症的前兆，预防方法可依体型用黑糖、莲藕、萝葡、薏仁等，熬汤饮之，则可防止癌细胞的发展，达到最佳的预防方法。
喝奶茶，不吃刚烤的面包，远离充电电源，白天多喝水晚上少喝，一天不喝多于两杯咖啡，少吃油多的食物，最佳睡眠时间为晚10点到早6点，晚5点后少吃大餐，一天喝酒不能超过1杯，不用冷水服胶囊，睡前半小时服药忌立即躺下，睡眠不足8小时人会变笨，有午觉习惯的人不易变老，手机剩一格点时不要打电话，因为一格电打电话时的辐射是平常的1000倍，还要记得要用左耳接电话，右耳接电话会直接伤到大脑。

现在很多女性朋友们，都有一个最爱得的毛病，就是乳腺癌。（千万不要摘。一摘就麻烦了，摘一个，过不了几年另一个必摘），和子宫肌瘤，卵巢囊肿三位一体的妇科病。我本人不是医生，但是知道这病的病理，他们都来至我们的例假。第5 条，非常好。要养成记录生理周期的习惯。

正常的例假情况是每月28天，正负不能超过一天，每次时间应该4到5天。忽前忽后都不行
量多了也不行，量少了也不行。如果有痛经的女性朋友，不要不去管他，长期不管他，以后可能得以上三种的机率很大。经痛到医院去医生说是很正常的，确实这个不叫病。叫症状。特别是要准备在怀孕的妈妈们，一定要调好。为什么有的宝宝生出来，有小孩多动症，隔三岔五的感冒，绝对偏食？就是妈妈的例假出问题了。

在食谱里添加杂粮和蔬菜，一定要多吃五谷杂粮。五谷：大豆，大米，玉米，小麦，谷黍大家有没有发现电视上的不孕症的广告也越来越多了？其实就是因为我们长期吃的食物中激素，农药，化肥多过，肝脏的排泄力度不够，排不出来以后，很多的脏东西要通过卵巢来走，走不出来就会逐渐在堵塞，输卵管一堵，不孕症就太正常了。夏天大家一定要禁嘴，不要吃冰冷的食物。寒气就到胃里，就像庄博士说的，就形成寒淤，让排出的污血未排净，而残留在子宫之内，日积月累。（子宫肌瘤就是积累的残留）

> > 1. 在干净的床上裸睡
> > 2. 生理期不吃巧克力，因为会加重痛经
> > 3. 养成记录生理周期的习惯
> > 4. 通过运动而非调整型内衣来塑造曲线
> > 5. 不翘二郎腿，以免压迫神经
> > 6. 贴身衣物不干洗
> > 7. 拉风的丁字裤不适宜日常穿着
> > 8. 去年的衣服要进行曝晒后才可以穿
> > 9. 如非必要，不使用卫生护垫
> > 10. 定期检查化妆品的保质期
> > 11. 洗浴后一小时再化妆
> > 12. 即使爱美，也不要在耳朵上部的外缘软骨部位穿耳洞
> > 13. 了解自己的家庭病史，特别是母亲和外婆的病史

补充几条调理的好方法。
1.每天泡一杯红茶生姜水喝，几块新鲜生姜进去，还可以加蜂蜜进去，益母草蜂蜜是最好的
2.益母草膏（益母草膏算是痛经中的圣草了），维威制药厂出产的，百花牌的貌似不错，几块钱一瓶，提前2天吃，一次一勺，一天3次，再就是提前一个星期吃逍遥丸。
3.泡脚也很好，坚持每天热水泡脚。
4.还有一定要运动，每天坚持，也不能熬夜。

Taeyang Wedding Dress (JD) English version

2010-08-01T10:04:00.000-07:00

Ive Tried to Say goodbye
But when I see you cry
I wish that I could be the one to dry your eyes
My heart it aches I just cant let let let you know
You are my everything I just cant let you go
I hid my love for you, youve been the one right from the start
But if you knew the way I felt wed only drift apart.
So I hold my breath for just a little longer
Oh Please leave him and come to me

Baby, can you hear me please dont take his hand
Cause you should be my ladyIve been waiting, Cant you understand?
Look at me now

When the music plays with a promise you will never be by my side
And every sleepless night I prayed I was dreaming
Hoping that the sun wouldnt rise

To see you in that wedding dress
(dress, dress) girl to see you in that wedding dress
without me next to you
Wedding Dress (dress)
Oh to see you in that wedding dress
Oh No.

Ive tried to let you go, you can never understand
I wish that I could be the one to take your hand.
But now its over I have no more tears to cryStill when Im all alone I feel you by my side
Youll always be the one I think about you day and night
Ive seen this coming for so long, why should I even fight
So I close my eyes and slip into this nightmare
Oh Please leave him and come to me

Oh girl will you fly away
So I forget the day
I cant erase all of my memories of you
Ill give you everything this song is all I have
And you've captured my heart,
No Oh Oh

三個字 - 凌加峻

2010-07-24T09:41:00.000-07:00

你日日笑得這麽燦爛我怎捨得你喊

做小丑我都願意

爲了搏紅顔一笑從來沒有這麽想一件事

原來有這麽一件事才值得我們留戀　

今天為你死都可以

＊從前有那三個字天天講你知　

雖然沒新意但有意思　我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句　

我只想你可以跟我一起笑　

從前那三個字　人人都鐘意　

好不可思議　但是又有幾個人真正明白　

那意思我只知道我只想你快樂＊

趁住人多多講講心裏話　咁先至值回票價

從此得你知我　任何事都不會怕從來沒有　

這麽想一件事原來有這麽一件事　

才值得我們留戀今天真的為你死都可以

Repeat＊

就算今天不再闖過昨日　

我怎麽講都無謂就算今天不再闖過昨日　

我願意等下去再等下去　再等下去

從前有那三個字天天講你知　

雖然沒新意但有意思我儲埋儲埋這麽多詩句　

我只想你可以跟我一起笑從前那三個字　

人人都鐘意好不可思議　但是又有幾個人真正明白

那意思我只知道我只想你快樂我只想你快樂

五月天 - 突然好想你

2010-07-18T01:43:00.000-07:00

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去
突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然听到你的消息

Job for free^^

2010-07-13T09:27:00.000-07:00

Private eye form Lee

Need any help of finding, stalking, or any serious case,

feel free to contact Lee^^

Only works of 70%, NOT 100% success!!!

THX

2010-05-10T09:36:00.000-07:00

最近以来我发现有一个人, 他的情绪蛮不稳定而且他很想找一些朋友和他诉苦 (包括我在内) 就这样一直陪着他... 这朋友的名我就放他伪A好了. (挂号的大多数都是我的想法)

A说最近A读书, 准备考试, 无论做什么东西都好, 完全不能够专心. 我们问A发生了什么事情, A说A爱了一个女子, 时间不长也不短, A告白失败, 也对她不死心地继续痴痴呆呆地爱着她... 后来过了一段日子, A发现在这样下去也是没有好结果, 而且A遇见她的时候A很想和她谈天. 可惜就是A连一句话都谈不出来, 见到她只说了一句"Hi"罢了... (可怜可怜!!!!) 我们问A该怎样解决呢??? A希望A可以放下A心里装满爱心的玻璃瓶, A也知道A一放下, A的心就会像那玻璃瓶碎裂万分, 伤痕累累... 我对A说:" 就让那玻璃瓶碎掉吧, 她都已经不爱你了, 那为什么你还抱着他不放呢???", A:" 你舍得把你所最心爱的东西给丢了吗???", (我知道A已经把爱情100%的放在她身上). A说:" 也许时间是唯一的解药, 那就让时间慢慢的流着, 都不知几时才流完...".

我朋友问A几时A才开始要放下, A决定在她smsA的第一封短讯, A会松手, 让那装满爱心的玻璃瓶碎在自己的脚下, 从新拿着空的玻璃瓶.

回家的路上, A对我说即使A对她死心, A也是会在这一辈子陪着她, 照顾她, 守护她, 让她有一个幸福的生活... (守护着自己所爱的人也是一种幸福啊~~)

2009-12-18T09:05:00.000-08:00

苦涩的眼泪打碎在地板上

　　没有出色的外貌、沉默的性格、普通的穿着，静总体上看起来就是一个大众形象的姑娘，就像是一朵不知名的山花。
　　相反的滨很高大，有着如阳光一般灿烂的笑容，而且他篮球打的很不错，总之他真的挺棒的一个小伙子！

　　缘分是如此的奇妙！
　　那一天，静独自穿过篮球场，碰巧斌也一个人在那儿练球。因长期打篮球，滨拥有一身小麦色的肌肤，而融合着阳光和汗水的皮肤此时正在散发出眩目的光彩，那光直直射进静的眼睛里也“灼伤”了她的心。可能因为太专心的缘故，滨根本没有发现站在一旁的静，一个不小心球脱手了“砰”的一声闷响，球砸到了静的头，她当场重重跌倒在地面上，并轻轻的“啊”了一声。滨闻声快步跑到静身边，轻柔扶起她问：“对不起，你还好么，砸到你什么地方，要不我陪你去找医生看看？”静顿时慌了神，她忙把滨的手拨开，跳起来说：“没有事，一点事儿也没有！”然后用狂奔的速度走开了，那一刻静觉得自己心虚得像贼一样在逃窜。
　　从那天之后滨见到静都和她打招呼，可静每次都只会低着头应道：“哦，你也好！”次数多了滨觉得静挺有意思。一天滨突然对静说：“其实你真的蛮可爱的！”静当场愣了神不知道说什么，可她想对滨说“谢谢”时从口中冒出来的却是：“哦，你也好！”滨忍不住大笑出声，静的脸红红的可也忍不住被自己的傻冒逗笑了。

　　随着交往的加深，他们慢慢熟悉彼此。
　　滨知道了静是一个很心软的姑娘，而且还很细心和写得一手好文章。她的好文笔对滨来说可是一个非常好的“优点”，因为滨的作文烂的一塌糊涂，有静这个写作高手在，他就不用愁老师布置的作文了，静的心软让他每次都成功让静替他完成。
　　同样静也在慢慢发现滨的优点和缺点，奇怪的是优点没有发现什么可缺点却发现了一大堆！比如说滨每次要她帮忙写作文时都承诺请她吃冰淇淋，话是这么说没有错，可静帮他那么多次也没有见到冰淇淋的一点儿影子！滨总会有他的理由例如：“呀，忘记了，下次把。”，“今天没有带钱哦！”，“怎么最近你好象胖了，还吃冰淇淋么？”……每次都有完美的理由让他脱身，让静恨的牙痒痒，所以静知道了滨其实是一个很无赖的人。
　　滨经常参加篮球比赛，而静是他的忠实观众，凡是有他的篮球赛静一场也没有落下。看比赛的时候，静都疯狂为滨加油，分贝高到可以在所有人都狂叫时还依稀辨认出她的声音！看静那么热情的捧场，也为了防止她再被球砸伤滨安排静坐在球员中间。本来应该是一件不错的事件，静也挺感激滨的，但滨老叫静帮忙递水递毛巾拿衣服就让她感觉自己其实是在当滨的“免费打杂女工”，可是没有办法呀，能近距离看球赛的这个好处引诱她心甘情愿地做这个“打杂”工人。

　　时间慢慢过去，他们的友谊也随之加深。有时候旁人也会问：“你们在谈恋爱么？”静总会紧张的回答：“没有呀，绝对没有！我们只是好朋友！”而滨是笑而不语。
　　为什么会这样说静自己很清楚：滨太优秀而自己太平凡，他是不会喜欢自己的，他们只能是朋友，抱太多其他的幻想没有任何的意义可言！所以静把自己的感情隐藏得很好，滨连一丝一毫都无法发觉！静以为自己可以一直这样和滨做朋友，但她发现自己错了。因为滨告诉她“他喜欢上隔壁班的女孩儿铃”时，她的心疼了，疼到了无法消除的程度，那时候她才发现自己已经无法从对滨的爱中全身而退！
　　滨说：“静呀，我真的好喜欢铃子，每次我看到她那头乌黑的发丝在风中飘过的时候，我的心也忍不住跟着它飘呀飘呀，我多希望可以和她在一起走在林间的小道上，为她整理被风吹乱的发丝！”静看着他痴迷的眼睛，她不知道该说什么了，只是默默的点头。当滨对她说：“静，帮我写封情信给她好么？你的文采比我好，你写的信一定可以感动她的！帮我吧，我们可是哥儿们！”静不禁笑了笑，“哥儿们”原来这就是自己在他心中的地位！点点头，她答应了滨。
　　回到家，静便很用心地为滨写这一封情书。草稿写了一张又一张，直到把一叠新的厚厚稿纸写完才写出两纸薄薄的情书。然后她买了一个漂亮的信封把信小心翼翼地装

上去，还特意喷了一些香水在信的表面上，弄好这一切她把信交到滨手中。滨接过这封精美的情信时他兴奋的大叫：“静，你真的是我最好的朋友！”依旧是轻轻的一个微笑她不说什么，静想：既然他不爱我，但可以成为他最好的朋友也算是在他心中拥有一个地位把，这也是一件不错的事件不是么！

　　情信送出去的那个星期，滨就没有怎么和静一起说话了，因为他忙着去打听消息，早料到是这个结局静也不去找滨，她每天就安静的自己在学习。一个晚上滨突然给静打电话：“静，出来，我请你吃饭，快出来呀！”他的语气粗暴得让静觉得可怕，以前他不曾这么对她说话。静匆忙赶到饭店时滨已经喝成一团烂泥，醉醺醺的他见到静过来就大喊：“静，来，陪我喝一杯！快来！”滨的醉态把静吓坏了，忙把帐单付清叫了一辆出租车把滨送回家去。
　　在车里，滨靠在静身上口齿不清的说：“静，她说她有喜欢的男生了，还告诉我她最讨厌体育型的男生，说什么运动把身体弄得又脏又满是汗酸味儿一看到就讨厌，我就是她最讨厌的那种类型！静，我有那么差么，我真的那么差么？我不懂！运动的男生不是给人感觉很阳光的么？你告诉我……”静用力扶着他用手帕为他擦去脸上的啤酒和汗水，嘴里一直不停的

对他说：“没有，你是最好的，你是最好的……”折腾了一翻滨睡着了。看着滨疲惫的睡容，静的心缩成了一团，忍不住她用手轻轻的揉着滨紧皱着的眉头，她心里默默的对滨说：“你真的好傻，你难道真的不知道在你身边有个深爱你的人么，在她心里你是最优秀的！”
　　“我爱你！”静抱着睡着的滨说出心底最大的秘密！

　　就在同一个星期，静去找玲，她想知道玲为什么要这样的伤害善良的滨。静终于第一次正面的仔细看到了玲，她真的是一个很优秀的女孩子！美丽的长发配上鹅蛋般的脸蛋还有白净肤色，而且她的成绩在级里也是很不错的标准的一个美人加才女！她的光芒让静产生了一种无形的自卑感，可是玲的高傲让静又十分的厌恶。静对着玲说：“玲，你好！能冒昧问问你为什么要这样对滨说那么残忍的话么，你这样做真的很伤害他！你可不可以……”静的话还没有说完，玲就出声打断了：“不要说了，我就是那么直接的，每一个学期都有很多男生对我表白的，我那儿来的那么多闲工夫理会呀，而且哪个什么滨是把，我最讨厌的类型了，当然一下子就打断他的念头拉！”
　　玲的话让温顺的静发了身平最大的一次脾气：“你怎么可以这样的，你优秀他也不差呀！他善良，运动好，学习也不错呀！你怎么可以这样说他的，你这样做真的太过分

了！难道你不知道伤害一个喜欢你的人是很残忍的一件事情么！”看着静涨红的脸蛋，玲有一时的错愕随后她笑笑说：“你喜欢他是吧，难怪那么强烈的反应咯！你何苦来找我呢，你向他表白就可以拉。真傻！”不等静反驳玲就走开了，留下静一个人在那里发呆，久久无法回过神来！

　　玲的话对静产生了强烈的刺激，她的决心开始动摇，想是否应该告诉滨自己对他的心意。算算也好久没有见过滨了，所以她就直接去滨的家。见到的滨让静无法接受，他整个人没有一点精神，躺在地板上不知道在干什么，见到静来了也是点点头。静和他说话叫他回去上课他也是爱理不理的，他们陷入了长久的沉默之中。忍不住，静大声对他说：“有必要那么沮丧么，以前的你不是这样的，为了这样一个高傲的女子值得么。她就是那么重要么！”“住口，你什么都不明白，我有多爱她你知道么，你能理解么？你凭什么这样说！”眼泪从静的眼睛里流了下来，她带着哭腔说：“我不明白，我不明白，最明白的是我！我喜欢你，一直很喜欢你！你爱的是玲，而我还要给你写情信听你说她多好，我的心有多疼你知道么，我为什么不能说，看着我喜欢的人这样的颓废我高兴么，你这个大笨蛋！”说完她就跑了，而滨还没有从震撼中解脱出来

！
　　回到学校以后他们就再也没有说过话了，也是意料之中的事情把，起码在他们的心里都这样认为！这段时间一直延续到这个学期的结束，直到开学静接到滨的一封信！

静：

　　对不起，请原谅我的不告而别！我爸爸换工作了，我也要跟着转学。不要问我为什么，连我自己也不清楚我为什么要这样做，我知道我这样做是伤害了你，可……
　　你真的是一个很善良的女孩子，我一直都把你当我的妹妹来疼爱。你对我的好我记住了，希望以后我可以为你的幸福而做一些事情，那样我才不会太惭愧！
　　妹子，我的心里还是放不开玲，所以我也想离开这个令我伤心的地方。我知道你

是最理解我的，你也说过只希望我可以快乐不是么。同样我也希望你可以快乐，不论我现在是在做什么我只是希望你可以快乐更希望你可以得到自己的幸福！

　　我可能以后也没有办法见你了，因为太远了！希望你可以放下你太多的牵

挂，我会在远方祝福你，谢谢你一直以来对我的照顾！

滨

　　静不知道自己是怎么回到家，她已经找不到自己的灵魂在那里！就要回到房间的时候她听到

“砰”一声响，顿时心头涌出一股不安，跑进房间她看到自己用玻璃凭装着的星星掉在地上摔碎了，纸星星滚满了整个房间。呆呆看着满屋的星星，静面无表情，那瓶星星是滨送给她的生日礼物，她一向把它当真宝贝一样珍爱。窗外的风猛烈地吹进来，星星不断在地板上滚动，静想把它们拣起来，可她拣了这边那边又跑丢了，她拣了好久却始终没有办法把他们拣回来，“猛”的

她把手中的星星丢了出去，星星随着风飘出窗外在空中旋转飞舞……

你那麼愛她

2009-12-17T08:49:00.000-08:00

演唱：林隆璇/李聖傑

璇﹕直到愛消失你才懂得　去珍惜身邊每個　
美好風景　只是她早已離去
傑﹕直到你想通她早已經　不再對你留戀　
最後的你　開始了一段掙扎

璇﹕你那麼愛她　為什麼不把她留下　
為什麼不說心裡話你深愛她　
這是每個人都知道啊
傑﹕你那麼愛她　為什麼不把她留下　
是不是你有深愛的兩個她所以你不想再讓自己　
無法自拔

Wat a starnge day.... O.o???

2009-10-28T01:51:00.000-07:00

Haha.... Today can say lucky or bad day le??? Morning i have ask my teacher about my exam result and he say i no nid re take the exam and count as pass de.... ^^(lucky?) So.... I no nid to study that sucks Physic1 >.<

After lunch almost 2pm, I found a HP on the chair at the tutorial class..... May be i should take and sell it??? May be got at least RM200 le....( lucky??) That 1 is Motorola HP and quite lame and less function... lol I saw no ppl come back to this place then I was thinking to call the HP's friend or find any1 to ask whose HP is this.... Then, a call come and dun know call by who=.= (I sure dun know la bc not my phone ma....) Oh.... Its the owner call and I tell him to wait at tutorial class. 30s later, I saw 2 foriend student run to the room and I give back the HP..... =.= I should ask them to buy 1 HP for me as pay back.... lol jkjk^^

2pm is the chemist class and the class is near the bushes ( not so much bushes but there not much ppl go).... In the middle of the class, suddenly 1 of my classmate point at the door then all ppl staring at the door and speechless.... 5second later, all the girls scream @.@zzzz I saw 4 foot snake run into my class....=.='' swt, the Mr lizard(4 foot snake) almost like 24cm run across me just infront of my leg. All the girls scream and pull up their feet up and some guyz oso like that.... lol Mr lizard come visit our class???? haha^^

NS Camp PDS Resort 2009/2nd batch

2009-07-24T02:06:00.000-07:00

Is NS a place of nightmare or just a playground??? its hard to define but for me, i like it very very much... 1st time enter the camp, i hate that place bc that place so dirty, food oso not nice, miss eating pork, the friends i know oso very little except Tze Jun.... The 1st day in camp, me n Jun have know 1 friend call Johan and hes quite gud but he do things got a bit slow.... =.='' 2nd day in camp, another half of camp ppl come to this camp from NS n Melaka, Johan call me to fast fast go to the hall to see leng lui(new comer)!!!!! In my room, got 2 chinese, 2 indian n 6 malay ppl including me.... The chinese guy name Zhi Wei, he is quite big size n fit, not only that he oso very smart le bc he got 9As in his SPM... O.o-- OMG...... Genious!!!!!

Few days later, i have enter the "毛半Gang"... Meaning: When ppl nid help, they only nid to pay us RM0.15 them we will help them n not like ah long got interest ^^. Another meaning is:毛半=RM0.15=15 gang member:Steven, L, Jacky, johnson, Tze jun, Zhi wei, Ah ann, ming liang, kai sean, Ivan, Kar Hoe, Kok Kong, Johan, Aron n me..... In this camp, we hear that he was saying that he had fight around 50 ppl in his 5 year 2nd school.... =.='''' dun know true or not, maybe his face too thick to be shoot by sniper or shortgun...LOL

Since after my school coco, i dint even think i can play ping pong adi.... haha.... Not only can play ping pong, i also meet with the ping pong master (mewakili Melaka), so scary..... After playing with him for few times, i know he is gud guy that his brain only full of ping pong =.=''''..... And his 徒弟>>> Berry, and Berry 徒弟>>>绵羊.... These 3 ppl very gud in ping pong and they like a gang of ping pong bc when got time, they sure go for ping pong de....

About the camp activities, is was too much until our bath time almost gone... Every morning about 6am wake and gather for PT (morning exercise) eg. jogging, pumping, sit up... 7.30am go for breakfast and not a kind of normal breakfast, its a war breakfast=.=!!!!! 8am we have to rush to our dom and prepared for CB calss ( Character Building). It not only sien, it oso bored until u die le.... (for me la) But the only things that make me happy is looking at a girl but I have never ever have chance same group or chatting with her.

When come to ceramah, it was like.... OMG sien dao..... All talk about nonsence thing, some times they teach us how to see n analyze the map, some times night time let us see the moral movie. But the worst part of NS is the afternoon kawad, about 2:30pm go to the tapak perhimpunan kawad and we learn that there is a kawad equation we can use: people+sun+uniform+kawad=Cakukman^^.... when comes to play the tali rendah, most ppl swing across water also dint kena water but Kai Sean dun know wat hapen to him, he kena water like 1, 2, 3.... about 10++ times le and his whole pants super wet...lol

妹妹,为何不了解哥呢?

2009-05-19T05:53:00.000-07:00

妹的blog中,写我为你做了太多,超越我的极限....
可是,我想了很久,也看了很久,
剩下无答案的问题...
你,真的不希望我为你做吗??

说真的,我很希望我可以付出更多.
如此以来,我付出的只有宇宙的小星星,
在黑暗的天空,那颗星发出的光芒是多麽的微小,
影影跃跃都看不见...

你也写过,你只会找麻烦给我,
但,我说你不会带麻烦给我...
反而,我会很乐意的帮.
每次我帮了你,我的心是比赢了几亿万马票更开心;
可是,有时我想帮你却办不成,我就会很自卑...

你真的不想我做得太多,因为你无法给我更多的....
对不起,我希望你明白,
我做得那么多,不是为了得到回报....
而是,这些都是我所应该做的事,
我会尽力而为,身为哥哥的我....

所以啊妹,有什么事情烦着你或有难时
不妨通知哥一声,哥会尽完全力帮妹的....
祝你幸福一辈子.... ^^ 笔于:哥

歌曲：朋友

2009-03-17T23:54:00.000-07:00

这些年一个人 风也过雨也走

有过泪有过错 还记得坚持甚么

真爱过才会懂 会寂寞会回首

终有你终有梦 在心中

朋友不曾孤单过 一声朋友你会懂

还有伤还有痛 还要走还有我

这些年一个人 风也过雨也走

有过泪有过错 还记得坚持甚么

真爱过才会懂 会寂寞会回首

终有梦终有你 在心中

朋友一生一起走 那些日子不再有

一句话一辈子 一生情一杯酒

最幸福的事梁文音

2009-03-17T23:00:00.000-07:00

你撑着雨伞借我那次
已经足够我记得一辈子
我懂后来你不是不坚持
爱情本来就没万无一失
泪水离开了你的手指
那不如让它流在这信纸
我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选结束的方式
我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置
是最幸福的事
可惜爱不是童话故事
不能够永远依赖着王子
才慢慢认识只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心为难你解释
那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止
我最幸福的事牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识
是最幸福的事

最幸福不是陪你玩
是曾经与你度过美好时间

歌曲：好心分手

2009-03-17T22:52:00.000-07:00

歌手：卢巧音&王力宏 专辑：好心分手
是否很惊讶讲不出说话

没错我是说你想分手吗

曾给你驯服到就像绵羊

何解会反咬你一下你知吗

也许该放心不应再说话

被放弃的我应有此报吗

如果我曾是个坏牧羊人

能否再让我试一下抱一下

回头望伴你走从来未曾幸福过

恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨

下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多

被我伤让你痛

好心一早放开我

从头努力也坎坷通通不要好过

为何唱着这首歌为怨恨而分手

问你是否原谅我

若注定有一点苦楚不如自己亲手割破

回头吧不要走不要这样离开我

恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨

下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多

没有心别再拖好心一早放开我

从头努力也坎坷通通不要好过

为何唱着这首歌为怨恨而分手

问你是否原谅我

若勉强也分到不多不如什么也摔破

好心分手每天播

可知歌者也奈何难捱就无谓再拖

好心一早放开我

歌曲：《手放开》

2009-03-17T22:49:00.000-07:00

歌手：李圣杰 专辑：绝对痴心--手放开
我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台

每当天黑推开城门对著夜幕发呆

看著往事一幕一幕

再次演出你我的爱

我把电视机打开听著别人的对白

也许那些故事可以给我一个交代

你要的爱我学不来

眼睁睁看情变坏

认真真看情感慨

不能给你未来我还你现在

安静结束也是另一种对待

当眼泪留下来伤已悄在

分开也是另一种明白

我给你最后的疼爱是手放开

不要一张双人床中间隔著一片海

感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白

把爱收进胸前左边口袋

最后的疼爱是手放开

不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪

感情就像候车月台有人走有人来

我的心是一个车牌写著等待

我把收音机打开听著别人的失败

哽咽的声音彷佛诉说著相同悲哀

你的依赖还在胸怀

我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开

感情中专心的人容易被伤害

Before Going to Camp Speech... (miss u all) T.T

2009-03-17T01:29:00.000-07:00

When u all see this blog, u all know i have gone to ns de... Jia Wen will 100% see this blog de... If Jia Wen see this blog, she cant eat gud things in this 3month... HahaXP... Just joking la.... I know u only like mum mum right?? ^^

1. Hinn yuan(Cool Guy) I have know u since Form3 and u r a very very gud person... U always make ppl laugh and when ppl nid ur help, u will help them with all ur best... By the way, u r a gud gamer oso and u can be the world champion gamer in ur future... Haha... Im sry i dint go on 18 March 2009 the farewell party and u have to gone to subang after u back fron ns T.T.... So wish we all still can meet each other and go out together like form5....

2. Yong Go(Ah Go) Its gud to have u as my friend bc im going to miss u so much... I have a lot of fun with u especially when Form4 that year, remember ma?? We all sing Jay Chou song, talking our secret things and study together.... I miss that moment, if can i wish i can stay at that time long enought.... But when u go out with us, pls dun left out... I have seen u always go walk alone and some times do things alone... It will make us fell bad ... So try not to do that and we all will love to be with u together.... God love u too.... ^^

3. You Nen n Pei Ling(Perfect Couple) Congratulation to u both, u both have make to be the best couple... You Nen is my best friend (if he say ok) and we alway work things out together... Do u remember how we know each other?? If u dun know, pls do find out ur self Fish Nen...XP Hope after ns, we still got time to cycle around^^ .... Pei Ling le.... Ur attitude got a bit bit blur but I surprice that You Nen can tahan that... LOL.... U r a genious girl and pls always chat with him... If u busy or something bother u, do tell him bc he oso quite worry about u.... You Nen also same o...

4. Wei Hao n Long Kun(The Motor Mouth) U both r gud in DJ, so may be next time my wedding i will call u both come and help me.... LOL... The action of u both can make ppl laugh... Some timesu both got a bit 38 la like talk bad about ppl but its very nice to chat with u all... When 12 march 2009, that day we go to AMP Square for sing K but they got error. Luckily u both help a lot by changing the situation from bored to happy and that time can say that its my best K time ever.. Haha

5. Kah Chun(Kor) Y u want to be like that?? Before that, he is a very very handsome guy that always walk pass our class room to find some1, a caring heart and the face that always appear smiles^^... But since trial exam come, he have change the whole personality like he dun like to hang out with us or Zin Yong gang, always done things alone and also dun tell us wat had hapen to u... When I come back, I wish I can see back the KC that I know before...

6. Corine Chua(Jie) I think u also dun know wat hapen to him hor? Haiz^^ I have know Jie since standard 3C in Yak Chee school, u and me r the head of class and that time Im kind of stupid and childish Haha.... But these few years, I have a lot of fun with Jie and u have help me so much when Im in serious condition... Thx Jie^^

7. Chooi Yen(Datuk) Haiz... Dun let me eat somemore shit... (I wan cookie) I still remember that on 31 march 2008 u have make a big nice looking chocolate cake for me but pls dun say me rude, I would like to have a normal cookie pls?? Other than that, we all have gone to ur apartment play and i can feel all the fun like BBQ and swimming... (Sry o... Young Corine) Any way, thx Datuk...

8. Jie Shi(Famous Designer) You r a quite and nice girl... Every time we go for science lab, I will always sit beside u and I hope that time Im not kacau u... Some times ur small attitude and action is wat make u cute... ^^ But, pls do more chat with us and we will be very happy de... All the comic that u have draw is very nice and funny, so I hope u can be the most famous designer in the whole world...

9. Mei Yeen(The Blurest) When Form1 that time I have sit with u and now Form5 i also sit with u, is it fate?? Sry la that I have kacau u so much in class, I always sleep in class do I feel anoyed to u?? but we always have happy days like chatting, joking, discussing homework and more... Haha... But most of the time I have bully u, sry o... After ns see got time or not then i find u cycling.... ^^

10. Jia Wen (Tortoise Scare Tortoise) Mei a... I have see ur blog de.... Dun feel so sad, if u happy kor oso happy de, but if u feel sad wat will I feel?? Kor feeling is same as Mei de... No Kor wan Mei sad de ma right?? So Mei a... Dun sad le... After read ur blog, I really want to cry out loud beside u...T.T When i see my song book, i can remember that the 1st song u teach me(只因为你).... When I hear Sunway Pyramid this word, I can think back that u always plan to go there ice skating, play for 4 to 6 hours, butt also wet de, leg also cramp le, but u still full with energy to play.... 1st time go with u all is on 23 Jun 2007... Some times I make some mistake and u mad at me... That time, I also fell sad about it and I always wish I would not do any mistake again or make u angry.... U say that I have done too much things for u, but in my heart I feel that I dint done anything for u.... In my heart out my soul, I wan to tell u something: 在这个世界上如果没有了你我不知道我现在会是怎样的人... Last thing, i wount break my promis de and Im going to miss u so much... Thx for everything that u have done for me....

As all the friends that I dint mention like Jack, Cheh Mern, Wan Zhen, Jo Ann, Corine Young, Pih Jing, Chee Ken, Tze Jun, Ke Jou, Step, Ai ling..... I also wount forget u all.... Im existing in this wonderful world it is bc of my lovely friends create me.... Im appologice that I have make u all sad and worry... Thx, I love u guyz and also hope u all have a great time....
但故事的最后我好像还是说... Bye Bye^^

Form 4S3 (K Box Year) Best Year of All

2009-03-17T00:23:00.000-07:00

Haha... Honey moon year lo... But...................................................... For me single year la... Haiz=.= I have enter to 4S3 but You Nen in 4S2... So I same class with Zin Yong and Kah Chun but at 1st i feel bored in this class. That time i dun know how to play Maple and Kah Chun have teach me every thing. After few days, i still find hard to communicate with the others (Zin Yong gang) bc I have not much thing to chat with them or may be i still not know his gang very well... Later, got 1 boy who was looks like Jay Chou have come in to my class and his name is HUANG YONG GO... lol, At 1st i dun like him so much but later few dyas, I have glue up to him de... All we chat is Maple Maple Maple no ending 1 de... Even we go tiution oso same like that...
That time, I dun know how to play Dota bc im a noob. Then Ian Toh ask me to 1 vs 1 with him and I was asking my self... Y he want to 1 vs 1 me le?? Then i think he underastimate me so I fast fast discover Dota (1 hero only la) and i almost every day try to train that game.... Haha Then i have fully learn that hero... But when its time to 1 vs 1, he dun wan to play with me... But i oso have feel relief bc i oso a bit scare to fight with him... If he not lose, I lose, wat for play like this??
On 23 Jun 2007, it was the first time i go out to sunway pyramid play ice skating with my friends... once i enter the skating ring, i was so nervous but so happy to skate. I learn a while then i know how to play de... (a bit chuan le??) Very fun la and that time i always wish i can come here again and again... 23 August 2007 , 5 november 2007 oso got go sunway pyramid... Wish come true??

The only Things Left is The Sweet Memory in Secondary School

2009-01-04T05:43:00.001-08:00

In my life, I got so much things that I nid to do and nid to care. Most of my sweet memory started when I just enter my secondary school (SMK Seksyen 4 Bandar Kinrara) in 2004. On that day, I was a bit scare and nervous because there are no 1 that I know. Then, I sat at the Block B hall that can see the huge tapak perhimpunan alone with my head thinking how can i survive here for this 5 years, will it be hard or enjoy?? But now Im alone.... " Hei, Chun Ying... " I have hear this sound before and I turn my head around. Oh... is Jack Chung. I know him since Standard 5 bc we having the same tuition but I have nothing much to chat with him. Haiz... As time past, I saw some of my other friends (most of them i forgot le...XP) and I feel relief, at least i still have some 1 that i know... Haha

In class 1B, the first person that sit beside me is Siow Lip Ghee, tall and nerd but he is a very nice guy... I think... The person sit behine us is Thin Kah Chun and Tan You Nen but we dint even talk to them. Few days after start school, You Nen accidently fly (I dun know how to describe it) a ruler and hit my back. Lip Ghee think that he did it purpostly and did not return the ruler back to him even he have say sorry to me... LOL... (may be Lip Ghee still got the ruler...) LOLX2... Few days later i have a really good best friend and i oso sitting with him that day...(You Nen) Physical look, he is kind of ...fat? Dun know la... But in his mind, he is a fast thinker and have a briliant brain...

At mid year, teacher have saperate all of us and she wanted we all to sit in her order (boy n girl). So... i sit in front of the teachers desk (I dun like it) and some more sitting beside me is a girl (Scare scare) bc i never sit with a girl... That girl name .... Cinderella =.= haha cold right?? her name is Mei Yeen... She is quite chuby, like to bully me and got weird attitude... But she very nice but at that time, i dint talk much to her. She have help me a lot but i remember 1 thing that is.... I dun know how to do my komsas and i have scold by Pn Aziah but i still dun know how to do that komsas... Haiz... She teach me how to do (borrow her book to copy la...haha) and the next day i was save... Thx to her... So that moment, i strated to know her deep...

~~ Heart Bleeder ~~